I am a brahmin
I am a male brahmin
In the game called Birth Lottery
This is as high as you can get.
(All right, a male brahmin born into a Sanskrit speaking
family could have ranked higher, but they are extinct now)
Childhood:
I could go to any temple
No priest would stop me
Of mosques and churches
They were nil
Unless I was ill.
If I was ill, then the gods had all merged into one
Any place of worship
With a claim to a cure
Was a winner for sure!
The confusion was a constant
As some friends had to remain at a distance
I could visit any place, but
Not all could enter mine.
Three days a month I could not touch my mother
Throughout the year the same applied to many other
I was not wise enough to ask why
And why would anyone even ask why
A why is raised only when you are at an inconvenience,
Right?
Middle Years
This was a stage of tug of war.
The moral sense of rights clashed with
Inherent behavior and practices
That were a part of you, without conscious volition.
Confusion soon crept in
If the practices were wrong
Were the people who inculcated them in me, evil?
Not possible.
They are usually a nice set of people
It just must have been lack of knowledge
So, you set about discussing the anomaly
And go nowhere
They are just too proud to concede
(A brahmin after all)
That they could be wrong
(Blasphemous!)
Why take the trouble to see what is correct
When being superior is your birthright
Status quo is what must be maintained
Rocking the boat is not to be entertained
If God had it so ordained
How can it be rearranged?
Or why?
On and on the arguments shall flow forever
Just to cover the fact that we did not know any better
Fully grown
(not just in age)
Like a snake that had shed its skin
You have outgrown all that was stuffed in
Religion as the evil that made
A good man to do something bad!
Caste as a measure to
Differentiate and subjugate!
Women seen as just another
Piece of furniture at home!
Rarely consulted
Seldom acknowledged!
Social inequality that was the norm
You were you just because you hit the
Winning combinations of the birth lottery!
Economic inequality that was a vicious cycle
Never allowing the oppressed to ever
Have a real chance!
The twisted reverse reservation lament
That goes “the forward caste is the new scheduled caste”
You have outgrown them all.
Gen-next is poised for a better world
With no such prejudices/practices entering their sphere
They start on a clean slate.
Can a microcosm alter the earth?
I am still shocked at these prejudices
That are still practiced.
Bigotry, caste, suppression on race and gender
How can these exist in the new millennium?
Why is it even necessary to point to them and
Say, these are wrong!
What does one do when the privileged, arrogant
Brahmin justifies the practice of untouchability
By equating it to the social distancing
Recommended as a COVID measure?
And smirk, “the world follows
today
What we have been practicing for
centuries”
Why is it that a Brahmin feels that
He is the custodian of the universe?
At which part in history
Was it decided that
He could enact the rules?
And please do not reply to me
“Not all Brahmins…”
Or counter-question
“Is it only a Brahmin…”
I am a brahmin
I am a male brahmin
In the order of life forms
This is as low as you can get.
Beautifully penned. Yes being born as a Bramhin is a birth lottery & the value of this lottery hopefully is coming down.On the other hand I hope this birth lottery doesn't become a curse for coming generations.
ReplyDeleteGen-Next is reasonably stable. But the rabid fundamentalists scare me - they are still a sizable number
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ReplyDeleteThanks Pinku
DeleteNicely thought has been put up 👏
DeleteThanks - is it Vinu ?
DeleteTheir prejudices are definitely being eroded... steadily and surely. Does that also mean erosion of all their contributions?
ReplyDeleteA past positive does not cancel a past (or present) negative
DeleteDiscrimination and prejudice has no place in a civil society . The question is like "he may be a rapist but what about his donations to needy"
No one can take away the pride of being a Tambram however critical one individual may be.You are an iconoclast in many ways.Sadly your tribe is scanty nonetheless proud to have you as friend.
ReplyDeleteAny one who discriminates is not a sane person. I am not sure if I am an iconoclast but at least my children have grown up with zero prejudices and they are even sensitive in their language - I can go to my grave peacefully knowing just that. Thanks. And will the unknown teacher remain unknown forever?
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